kakoihana

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boys who were friends by kakoihana, literature

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boys who were friends

you walked by and with me for every single day oh i love times with you i hope they'd never end appreciating times and celebrating life all of this caused by you a boy who was my friend and when it is over that's when i realize that my feelings for you ... they were more than just that you are all i think of you're all i want to see but i know it's too late we've drifted far apart and this cycle repeats in my circle of life it is never ending wreaths of regrets in life of discov'ries too late of love wasted and died what should i have done then to've kept you by my side

Everyday by kakoihana, literature

Happy Lonely Valentines III by kakoihana, literature

life by kakoihana, literature

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Finally by kakoihana, literature

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Finally

there comes a time when u just wana let go not care about anything or anyone just be urself be free & stand on ur own on this bright stage in front of everyone's eyes a gentle breeze blown on ur face,tellin u dat story's fin'lly ovr the start of a new journey no more worries, cares n fears nothing can hold me back now all that matters now s d happiness i have finally i can open my eyes i'v been wanting to do this all of my life can't wait any longer, gonna sing out loud like that gentle breeze that has calmed all my tears fin'ly with my own two feet i'm 'lone but my voice streams through in a song my realization don't knw y,

Happy Lonely Valentines-part2 by kakoihana, literature

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Happy Lonely Valentines-part2

As I look out the window With the wind blowing on my face I think of all my sorrow I'm reminded of my disgrace I've loved many in the past None remained with me to the last And as sunlight blinds my eye I wonder when I'll find my right guy My heart feels so damn heavy Like something is pulling me down I just wished to be happy But instead I've become a clown Here comes again Valentines Another day of lonely times And after seventeen years It seems that all I have is tears

the brother i ne'er had by kakoihana, literature

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My Happy Lonely Valentines by kakoihana, literature

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My Happy Lonely Valentines

That day you sat o my chair Not as you usually do I wondered why you sat ther Wish you'd give me something too I've had fifteen Valentines Since the day I've come to be All of them were lonely times Not as I've wished them for me I wish you had not done it 'Cuz it filled my heart with lies False hope filled my head and feet And it seized my sad cries I pretend that you love me Even if I know you don't This feeling makes me happy Though it's just a wish I hoped

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Closure by kakoihana, literature

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Closure

You left me here for me to feel The turmoil that's been tearing up my grin Why not reply my heart's questions? And tell me what is really going on I really love you, don't you know? You've become my all as my feeling grow And now all I have is nothing For you left me without a single word All I ask is the reason why You've become so cold to me suddenly Is it because of another? Whenever I ask you still don't bother I cry the tears I just can't stand Still you're so numb you cannot understand I want to hate you for what you've done But still you are the one I love the most

Fate by kakoihana, literature

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Fate

In every step that you make You will realize karma and fate They come to you when you least expect And topple your heart till it's dead It came to you with a welcoming smile You accepted it and took its hand If only you have seen it come Your heart wouldn't be in a wreck At first it made you feel joy Slowly it starts to eat your soul You burst in tears as you realize Fate has ruined your whole life

Parting Ways by kakoihana, literature

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Parting Ways

I don't know what's going on My heart is thumping But my smile is not coming It seems life is so dull I can't seem to feel the thrill Is it possible for this to be? That I have fallen out of love Or is it you, my beloved Who has lost our love? That I can't feel a thing I want to tell you how I felt The moment your voice touched my heart Before it's too late for you to realize The mistake you took And what you'd be missing 'Cause here you are again being so cold I thought we were together But it seems to had been just a dream You don't love me and I loved you Now the us together is already through

Cold by kakoihana, literature

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Cold

Why are you so cold? When I want to show my love Why are you so cold? When all I want is your heart Why can you not see The love I have inside me Is it true love is blind Or is it "us" who can't be Love a word that hurts A word you have brought to me This feeling I don't want But it just won't leave my heart You have given me much So much that I cannot take But what you've given Has been tearing up my heart I want to be with you But you are only with me When you are in need And gone when you need is through

Waiting by kakoihana, literature

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Waiting

Waiting is like an infinity A journey that will ever end Waiting for you is even worse It's like the world's about to end You keep on coming to and fro But u just nvr stayed You come to me and I help u out Then u throw me aside knwing i'll wait And yes, you're right once again 'Cuz you see me here again waiting Now tell me do you know how long i'll stay? Because nobody can wait forever But maybe, perhaps, i'll wait forever Just for you my love will never waver No matter how u break my heart I'll mnd it 4 u 2 break it again See me and how I love you I'll wait here so untiringly For you to be the one someday To mend my heart'

My Happy Lonely Valentines by kakoihana, literature

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My Happy Lonely Valentines

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the brother i ne'er had by kakoihana, literature

Happy Lonely Valentines-part2 by kakoihana, literature

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Happy Lonely Valentines-part2

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Coincidence by crazyoveromi, literature

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Coincidence

You are there I am here Our eyes met And it all started there We crossed paths We know each other But how come We never talked? Who are you? What is your name? Why do you always Look at me that way? Time passes by It's all still the same We are strangers And mere acquaintances Whenever we meet I feel funny A jamble of emotions So hard to explain Mysterious guy What do you want? Reveal your true self I beg of you You were there I was here Was it all just A mere coincidence?

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kakoihana

Jan 14, 2007

weird

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Life without a purpose is an endless cycle no beginning, no end Never feeling the joys of life but only the sadness of the unknown A viscious cycle where the only thing you is an endless void of darkness -by shiai a fried of mine wrote this... whoever wants to ccomment pls do.

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kakoihana

Oct 23, 2006

first

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well hi guys!!! shock isn't it?! this is the very first time i'm gonna write a journal onlyn.. or even almost ever!!! wahaha anyone who knows me i'm not the type to write these kind of stuff... but lately.. i dunno... i've just been feeling so down... so i decided to write a journal where only very very few people can actually read it... so... if yo're not upto hearinglots of rambling and even more pointless words... stop reading after this period . Seeing that you're still reading... i assume yo just have lots of time in your hands wahahah :p so here goes... lot's of things are really clattered in my head for a while now so i really don't

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Apr 9, 2007

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